Farewell

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It all started with your eyes and what I wanted to see.

And the illusion that I created, I buried in my heart like a seed.
Without noticing properly, it was growing.
It was showing its signs.

It all started with the sweetest smile.
It all ended with bitter tears.
Of course it’s not your fault, it’s mine since I wanted what I couldn’t reach.

Since I was just fooling myself with expectations based on nothingness.

The love I carry inside me will have to wait a little longer.

The love I carry inside me will have to dream quietly back to sleep, until someone else comes through to wake it up again.

Farewell. I’m gonna miss the way you made me feel.

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Três Anos!

 

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Primeira ilustração minha feita em 2015 por @schockverknallt

“I guess I’m a dreamer… my heart is gold”

Acredito que não tem algo que me defina mais. Sempre fui sonhadora, sempre gostei dos lugares que a minha imaginação pôde me levar. Na infância a criação sempre foi um escape — fui uma criança tímida, por muitas vezes de poucas palavras, por isso escrever significava muito pra mim, pois através dos meus diários, histórias, poemas e canções, eu colocava pra fora tudo que eu precisava colocar, demonstrava o que não conseguia, era um estilo de vida, um exercício do meu dom, um exercício de liberdade, a execução no papel daquilo que a minha mente produzia juntamente com os meus sentimentos, opiniões e experiências.

(🇺🇸) I do not think there’s anything that defines me more. I’ve always been a dreamer, always liked the places that my imagination took me in. In my childhood, creation was an escape – I was a child of few words, ‘cause I was too shy to comunicate with other people, so I made a new attempt through my journals, stories, poems and songs. To create is a lifestyle to me, an exercise of my gift, an exercise in freedom, an execution of my thoughts, as well as feelings, opinions and experiences.

Este blog é apenas mais uma extensão de tudo isso, e eu fico extremamente feliz por ele ainda continuar no ar, por ainda existir inspirando pessoas diferentes ao redor do mundo. Como disse anteriormente, se tudo isso houvesse tocado pelo menos uma pessoa, já teria valido a pena.

(🇺🇸) This blog is just another extension of everything, and I’m great happy that it still exists inspiring people around the world. As I said earlier, if all this had touched at least one person, it would have been worth it.

Na vida, muitas coisas são passageiras. Para muitos, os blogs como o meu, de textos “quilométricos”, já não são tão valorosos ou importantes quanto eram no passado. Agora estamos na era dos vídeos e de conteúdos diferenciados, que eu não julgo, acho sinceramente que são interessantes e, de fato, contribuem no cotidiano e na forma de relacionamento das pessoas que os consumem — claro, quando são bons haha.

(🇺🇸) In life, many things are ephemeral. For many, blogs like mine, filled with long texts, are no longer as important as they were in the past. Now we’re watching videos and a bunch of new types of content, which I do not think it’s a bad thing. I think they can really be interesting and, in fact, contribute in people’s everyday life and in the forms of relationship of who consume these things – of course, when they are good lol.

Mas, ainda sou desse tipo old school que gosta de conversar com os leitores nos comentários, saber o que eles gostam e querem saber, e expressar de maneira autobiográfica a visão de mundo nos textos digitados em vários parágrafos.

(🇺🇸) But I’m still that old school blogger who likes to talk to the readers in the comments, to know what they’re looking for and want to autobiographically express a worldview in the texts typed in several paragraphs.

E eu só tenho a agradecer por ainda ter a oportunidade de fazer isso. Por ter quase 40 mil visualizações. Agradeço por ter pessoas que vêm com um sorriso me contar que leram tal texto e gostaram. Por ver a surpresa nos olhos de “recém-conhecidos” ao saber que sou blogueira. Sou grata em ainda ser chamada de Senhorita Deise por causa das redes sociais — uma forma carinhosa que amigos meus tinham de me chamar, anos atrás e, que acabou virando um marco na minha vida.

(🇺🇸) And I have been thankful for still having an opportunity to do this. For having almost 40 thousand views. I thank the people who come with a smile to tell me that they read such text and liked it. Thankful for seeing the surprise in the eyes of new people I meet when they find out that I am a blogger. I am grateful to still be called Miss Deise because of social networking – a kindly way my friends called me years ago, which turned out to be a milestone in my life.

Sigo prestigiando o trabalho de colegas minhas e encorajando pessoas a ter um meio de comunicação como esse. Sim, faço isso porque é uma forma de manter a singularidade. A originalidade de ter o seu próprio canto! Não que você faça isso apenas almejando ser uma grande personalidade da mídia, se estressando no meio do caos dos bloqueios criativos, se cobrando demais, com vergonha quando alguém denigre ou diminui o ofício, mas sim, se divertindo, desabafando e crescendo ao longo do processo.

(🇺🇸) I continue to take pride in working together with other bloggers, sharing content and encouraging people to have such way of communication. Yes, it is a way of maintaining a singularity. An originality of your own style! It is not that you are going to be a worldwide known blogger, but it’s a chance to create your own thing, to have your own space, to have fun growing throughout the process.

Três anos de muito amor, de muita vontade e evolução! Três anos me ajudando como pessoa, e podendo fazer isso com outros seres humanos, tanto aqui no Brasil como em outros países. Três anos compartilhando o que há de bom, fazendo você se divertir e se apaixonar.

(🇺🇸) Three years of great love, desire and evolution! Three years, helping myself and other people, here in Brazil and in several countries. Three years sharing what’s good, making you have fun and fall in love.

Obrigada meu querido leitor, você faz isso ser ainda mais importante para essa sonhadora aqui!

(🇺🇸) Thank you my dear reader, you’re making it even more important for this dreamer right here!

Feliz 3º aniversário #BlogSenhoritaDeise, vida longa!

Continuem torcendo por mim!

(🇺🇸) Happy 3rd birthday #BlogSenhoritaDeise, long life!

Keep cheering for me!

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I was lost — I must confess I didn’t know myself like I should. Must confess that I was a fraud. A fraud because I didn’t understand my value, I didn’t understand my purpose. How could I know who I was? How could I find The Truth if I was so busy believing and tripping over lies? Lies I heard about myself that started echoing in my mind perpetuating destructive behaviors.

Now I’m found in Love. God elected me as His friend. That’s how it all started. Now, I am His daughter. Now I have His shoulders, His arms, His wings to lean on, to stay, to belong. And it brings me peace. It brings me relief. It shows me my value. It shows me compassion, redemption, mercy. I am found in a new state of mind. A new state of being. A new way of life.

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Frases Interessantes #15

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When you love yourself, you glow from the inside. You attract people who love, respect and appreciate your energy. Everything starts with and how you feel about yourself. Start feeling worthy, valuable and deserving of receiving the best life has to offer. Be magnetic.

Quando você se ama, você brilha por dentro. Você atrai pessoas que amam, respeitam e apreciam sua energia. Tudo começa com e como você se sente em relação a si mesmo. Comece a sentir-se digno, valioso e merecedor de receber o melhor que a vida tem para oferecer. Seja magnético.

Your competition isn’t other people… it’s your procrastination, your ego, the unhealthy food you consume, the knowledge you neglect, the negative behavior you nurture and your lack of creativity. Compete against that.

Sua competição não é com outras pessoas… é com sua procrastinação, seu ego, a comida nada saudável que você consome, o conhecimento que você negligencia, o comportamento negativo que você alimenta e sua falta de criatividade. Compita contra isso.

Get in shape spiritually, mentally then physically. When you don’t see the results of your hard work physically it’s normally because your mental and spiritual consumption are off. Take care of yourself inside and let it flow outward.

Entre em forma nas áreas espiritual, mental e física. Quando você não vê os resultados do seu trabalho duro fisicamente, normalmente é porque o seu consumo mental e espiritual está desligado. Cuide-se por dentro e deixe fluir para fora.

Dear girl who sees her friends getting engaged, pregnant, married, moving into her first home, posting pics with her man, etc, and you feel like you’re doing something wrong, stop. Their season isn’t your season. God hasn’t forsaken you. Comparison is the thief of joy.

Querida garota que vê suas amigas ficando noivas, grávidas, casadas, mudando-se para sua primeira casa, postando fotos com seu homem, etc, e você sente que está fazendo algo errado, pare. A temporada delas não é a mesma que a sua. Deus não te abandonou. Comparação é o ladrão da alegria.

Sometimes the answer to your prayers is what you lose.

Às vezes a resposta às suas orações é o que você perde.

What you feed grows and what you starve dies. Faith or fear. Worry or confidence. Doubt or belief. It’s your choice. Let go of the thoughts that don’t make you strong.

O que você nutre cresce e o que você deixa de alimentar, morre de fome. Fé ou medo. Preocupação ou confiança. Dúvida ou crença. A escolha é sua. Deixe de lado os pensamentos que não te fazem forte.

Believe in the power of your tongue. You hold magic inside of you. Manifest what you speak by putting action towards it. Have faith, believe and receive.

Acredite no poder da sua língua. Você segura magia dentro de você. Manifeste que você fala, colocando ação. Tenha fé, acredite e receba.

Consistency is harder when no one is clapping for you. You must clap for yourself during those times, you should always be your biggest fan.

Consistência é mais difícil quando ninguém está batendo palmas para você. Você deve bater palmas para si mesmo durante esses momentos, você deve sempre ser seu maior fã.

Discipline is a form of self-care. It is all about mastering self-control. You will never always be motivated. Don’t allow emotions and temptation get in the way.

Disciplina é uma forma de autocuidado. É tudo sobre dominar o autocontrole. Você nunca estará sempre motivado. Não permita que emoções e tentações te atrapalhem.

Your next season is going to cause some people to wish they had treated you better in your NOW season.

Sua próxima temporada vai fazer com que algumas pessoas queiram ter te tratado melhor na sua temporada de hoje.

Todas essas frases podem ser encontradas no Instagram @young_and_spiritually_inspired

All phrases can be found in @young_and_spiritually_inspired‘s Instagram!

Obrigada pela visita 🙂

You guys are always welcomed here 🙂

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The Taste

“Though evil is sweet in his mouth and he hides it under his tongue, though he cannot bear to let it go and lets it linger in his mouth, yet his food will turn sour in his stomach; it will become the venom of serpents within him.” — Job 20:12, 13 and 14

First post of 2019, and in it, an important message.

For many, impunity “rolls loose,” and justice seems to be delayed. For many, the wicked are those who get along, and the more they commit evil, the more they are enjoying life. Many think that by hiding from human eyes, they are free from accountability.

But I have become aware that I am not alone! Wherever I go, no matter where I am, there are two spiritual forces looking at me. And in this scenario, there is yet another factor that can draw me to one side, and move away from another: my flesh, which shelters my human nature and my will.

And in what context does it all come in?

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Let’s take a simple and straightforward example: the moment an individual steals, he feels “powerful.” He has in his hands a large amount of money that gives him possibilities to acquire what he could not buy before.

He makes the first acquisition. He flaunts. But the first time, despite bringing him satisfaction, is not enough and he repeats the act. At first it pays off, after all, he was not discovered, and it brought pleasure, like when we have a meal.

Imagine this sensation is similar to eating a beautiful, hearty plate of food. The taste is incomparable, delicious, sweet as honey. But then, over time, comes the heartburn, or worse: a major food poisoning that causes devastating problems, leaving the whole body prostrated, losing energy, vitamins, compromising health, and bringing risks.

The taste in the mouth becomes extremely bitter – and this is the point at which the individual mentioned in the situation illustrated above is discovered, and all that “he has” is taken away from him. Here comes the shame, the consequences, the weight, the gall.

Illusions built upon illusions. A large sand castle that melts with the least contact of water. Nothing over nothing, and it only brings pain and emptiness. This is the effect of sin: at first, it brings satisfaction. Evil does not show itself as it really is. It shows up like something attractive, flashy, like a great treat.

(…) yet his food will turn sour in his stomach – and, that’s the key phrase of the verse. Maybe, you know someone who does something wrong, who apparently lives a good phase. But please know that all of this, sooner or later, will bring sad consequences. Perhaps this person is you, feeling invincible, thinking that you are on another level, that you will never be discovered, that “it’s nothing”. You, who still do not know how to overcome your own weaknesses, know that your soul is disputed every day. Know that sinning constantly without repentance separates you from God and in my opinion that is the worst of all.

Staying with a sore, heavy conscience is not worth it. Another trap that comes with this is the accusations, which make you feel unworthy of forgiveness and a vicious cycle that this mistake can bring.

So, my friends, when evil offers you a banquet, refuse it immediately.

I assure you that “the taste of the food” that God gives you is worth more. You’d better wait on Him, than despair and “get your feet in your hands.” There are sensations that are fleeting, like taste in the mouth. Mom always says that after we feel the taste in our tongues… it’s gone. So it is better to eat something healthy that will bring benefits later, than an apparent good taste, which will do extremely badly afterwards.

I hope I have succeeded in putting this reflection here. For this year, I intend to be with my communion with God, always on high and always remember that to build with Him is always better than giving in to the temptations that seem good choices, but that only bring pain and become torment.

My dear readers, may we in 2019, know how to make the best choices for our SOULS!

Happy New Year!

@blogsenhoritadeise ♡ @blogsrtadeise ♡ @senhoritadeise

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Frases Interessantes #14

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Grow through what you go through.

Cresça através do momento que você atravessa.

We cannot become what we want by remaining what we are.

Não podemos nos tornar o que queremos, mantendo o que somos.

If you want to be happy, you have to be happy on purpose. When you wake up, you can’t just wait to see what kind of day you’ll have. You have to decide what kind of day you’ll have. — Joel Osteen

Se você quer ser feliz, você tem que ser feliz de propósito. Quando você acorda, você não pode simplesmente esperar para ver que tipo de dia você terá. Você tem que decidir que tipo de dia você terá.

Remember who you are. Without the number on the scale, your report card or your bank account. Without the amount of friends you have, or the expensive things you own. Know who you are, your raw, true self.

Lembre-se de quem você é. Sem o número na escala, seu boletim escolar ou sua conta bancária. Sem a quantidade de amigos que você tem, ou as coisas caras que você possui. Saiba quem você é, seu eu verdadeiro e cru.

Life becomes more meaningful when you realize the simple fact that you’ll never get the same moment twice.

A vida se torna mais significativa quando você percebe o simples fato de que você nunca conseguirá ter o mesmo momento duas vezes.

Do not fear to lose what needs to be lost.

Não tema perder o que precisa ser perdido.

If you don’t learn the difference between someone who is against you and someone who challenges youm you’ll be pushing away nourishment for your soul to embrace those who will starve it.

Se você não aprender a diferença entre alguém que é contra você de alguém que o desafia, você estará afastando a nutrição de sua alma para abraçar aqueles que a farão morrer de fome.

Sometimes the smallest step in the right direction ends up being the biggest step of your life.

Às vezes, o menor passo na direção certa acaba sendo o maior passo da sua vida.

Don’t let yourself be controlled by three things: people, money, or past experiences.

Não se deixe controlar por três coisas: pessoas, dinheiro ou experiências passadas.

If you want to be successful, it’s just this simple. Know what you’re doing. Love what you’re doing. And believe in what you are doing. — Will Rogers

Se você quer ser bem-sucedido, é simples. Saiba o que você está fazendo. Ame o que você está fazendo. E acredite no que você está fazendo.

Maybe the journey isn’t so much about becoming anything. Maybe it’s about un-becoming everything that isn’t really you so you can be who you were meant to be in the first place.

Talvez a jornada não seja muito sobre se tornar algo. Talvez seja sobre não tornar-se tudo o que não é realmente você, então você pode ser quem você deveria ser em primeiro lugar.

O que eu mais amo fazer no Pinterest e We Heart It: ler e salvar frases como essas. Muitas delas, não tinham os autores, mas se alguém souber, entre em contato e eu atualizarei essa postagem 🙂 espero que vocês tenham se sentido inspirados o tanto quanto eu!

Beijos!

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